Madness

Skyeller joy's of life is always being eroded with some sorts of mistake and surprise. This cud be a lil bit way too sarcastic entries. i never found myself so edgy and reckless when at the time i cope with condition hard to tell. Anger and envies pass and by together paired with lust! you know and it already begun the fight Ky.vs.XX and i'm stuck nowhere in the middle of solvency.

I never take anything too seriously but this matter claimed me to be more concern as far that i should have..

Ok, so less talk and no more drama to begin heres the story, let me summed up by saying i got a lil cat and dog fight with this peep because of .

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XX : I ad problem,

Me : prob. whut? honey?

XX : I just like terhegeh2 kat sorg mamat ne. tp die jual mahal sgt kat I.

Me : Ow is that da problem? u have crush 2 someone?

XX : Yup (nodded)

Me : Who is it? Can i see him?

(he took off his phone and showed to me the pixtha of the boy)

Me : He so adorable n hot! kenalkan kat i nanti..

XX : Sure i will.. tp jgn u try nak celabet plak nanti ea..

Me : Huhu xde lah.. (big grin)



So at one fine day when i was visiting KL, I finally met the guy in person. Yup hes got look and charming. He's got to be lot of sense humour and and i bet lucky to whoever can hook him up. But in my point of view, XX is so not suit to this guy when they're paired together it just funny amusement. They dont even matched if they become a couple. But i just only speak quietly n my mind n not trying let him dissapointed if i say promptly.



Call ringin..

Me : Helooooo

XX : Honey..!! huhu sob..sob

Me : Ow, y??? nape col ak mlm2 bute ni? x tido lg ke?

XX : sob..sob

Me : Are you crying dear?

XX : sob..sob.. yes

Me : Why ne? (awake from the bed & turn on the light) what happened to you?

XX : I dimalukan dpn org rmi.. n i felt like stooopid to let him..

Me : Who? is that him?

XX : Yah..!! he just make fun of me!!! ARghhhh siyalll!!!

Me : Sabar2... cite kat ak dr awal.. skang ko katne?



so i listened the story that night from beginning to and end where it mixed up with his tear sound and uncalm, poor little skeez XX just been dumped by him and not less that that he was been humiliated by somekind of jerk!! Hell i dont even realize that the guy's behaviour is annoying and obnoxious as that despite he is brutally hearthrob..



Me : Let me teach him.

XX : Camaner? Nop la better u back off i dun wan 2 cause u any trouble..

Me : I juz want to help.. mmg f**k jantan tu!

XX : Nop let me solve this thing myself,

Me : But inform me if u need my help



3 weeks after,

Me : What again?

XX : 2day is my happiest day.

Me : Nape ko ni?? mcm tebiat jek sewel ker?

XX : Ko mst x caye kan, everything was fine now.

Me : Helo...Ak blur la tetibe col ak ckp camni.. (sigh..again and again)

XX : Td ak akhirnye dpt date ngan die..

Me : Ha! die tue sape?

XX : Mamat yg aku chentakan tu la

Me : (WTF) Are u fucking seriouuusss??????

XX : Ak tga seronok giler ni kak! ak mcm nak kembalikan detik2 indah td tu.

Me : Hmm ye latu.. (shocked) camne ley jdk camtu

XX : Camni mula2....

And i listen to his conversation while my mouth was gawping entirely.

XX : Btw die tanye i ble kwn u nak dtg cni lg?

Me : Sape?

XX : U la sundal!!! Die igt kat u, i dgr pun sentap jap. Makan ati tau die tnye psl u

Me : God really mcm ne die igt kat aku?? Ak x penah berbual pon ngan die.

XX : Ntah, then ak suh die tukar topic la then blablabla



Time goes by, so slowly and at sudden i felt like.



Me : Honey nanti i nak nek KL la.

XX : Datangla rindu sgt kat ko!

Me : Nanti i sampai i bgtau u bile?

XX : Yah itz ok better pas i abes kelas lor, if i were free nanti i fetch u kat Pudu eh.

Me : Really.. Hmm iye jek tp x pena pon.

XX : Ala kalu i busy pon u kan dah biase, u know where the direction 2 my homestay aite?



(Puduraya, KL)

Ow where is this shit? He said wanna fetch me as soon i got in here, where has he been? [then my mailbox was ringing.]

open new message received, from: XX [Sorry ak da kat kg now, x dpt amek ko, emrgency]

ow... Ok then what happened to him? whatever i got my mission here. so i walk straight up away looking for the exit and get out from this crowded hell place. Step to the nearest train station Plaza Rakyat the building beside the Pudu to buy the train ticket for my next destination. It was a date between me and one of my frenzy that i know from internet...
we've been to so many place from PS, to KLCC, and from KLCC to BB st8 away send me home.

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Next day, i got no plan to do and to spruce perhaps the rain was pouring begining from the morning until to dusk. theres no one living there at the moment bcos all of them were gone to classes so i'm alone and just sat back and foolish myself. Without any entertainment for sake of my lil mp3 from my phone only. UHh...

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(Later)
i got a text from my other housemate Syaz here it said " Kay, Fendi ajak jumpe mlm ne.. jom XX xde ne!"
what and i replied slightly " Tol ke!! kew saje propaganda ko!"
3 mis later i got respons " iyeh benci aku! bile ak ckp ko nak dtg lju jek die tnye ko, nak ajk lepak ar! bencinyew"
my eyes shine! god i don even think he would say that.. diz is ma chance " OK what time!"
" Lps aku blek keje, die segan kalu 2 org jek, pas2 kite grak mkn sekali"

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i just being like a lil devil when the thorn was appearing at sudden over my head. huhu nice beef will come around DUH!
and i forgot that he is belong to someone who is my closefriend.. XX so? and at 11ish sharp, Syaz just got back from work and with immediate rush takin his bath. I silently slogging to the balcony waiting for Fendi to arrive. (ting tong)
owh and he has jjust arrived!Gosh plz make sure that my ace is ok and there's no blemishes and i look like darling huhu.

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So the date was quite dull and awkward at first, but hell yeah i engross to show the real person i are that totally loud and giggly all time an it shown right away at the table. I mean im not control everything the interference was slightly contempted even both of them are seemed to be reluctantly speechless. I guess everything was all right right guys...?!**

it wasnt end up like that, After 3 of us finished our meals and full i invite fendi to continue our chatting at our place. At first he's a lil bit cosy and shy but after we non-stop ask him nicely he's finally agreed.
and guess what happens.
i bet u all know what was exactly happened last night!
DUH
i dont want to make it clearly, i guess u all know! where is it a mistake or an accident?

xoxoxoxoxo
<3

That nyte i impromptu transformed myself to become a bitchiest slut ever on earth by seducing somebody's affair.. well that's not just me only becos Syaz getting involve with this also. Moreover Fendi gave us spotlight and let it be. So we're in the situation which is uncontrollable and lusty though.

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And i felt really better, awwwghh but what did i done!

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2 days after
The bedstory is rapidly spread to the XX's information. Later i got a text message from XX.
which harshly said " Amboi ko, berani ye ko rampas laki ak.. m** dgn laki ak..dasar pon*** a****g -tut"

ouch!
and i juzt let him go without reply anything. He must be brutally mad at me now!

so heres the deal, ive been let you know all of the way from a to z, you got to be better judges.. Am i reALLY a worst slut???