The son..

Its been a long time since i didnt see him, Izzat Ryan. The baby who had born last years now has growth bigger than i thought.. He is 5 months coming to 6 months almost.
I'm not spending much time to takin care of him.. Anyhow by loooking at these photos make me wanna back home... how I'm realized to having a baby is sucha an awesome gift and blessing...

Againn... I miss him fuckkinggggg loadss...

Reach out and touch me!!!!!

I ave several sexy photos, that i snappped out while on vacation at PD, the ideas of taking those photos is from Waras my junior as at the mean time he'd also snapped couple decks for his collection....

Naaahhhh....
I dun think I can display em for u guys to take a look, it may allowed some controversies and u guys hard to believe for whut about u will see...
as long i'm here in this government field (UiTM) people here ( most of my fellow viewers were in here) and they will think that i wanna to make a typical 'cheap publicity'.. and to raise attention from those balls and bitxxxxxhes *tut*

maybe after my confident level has achieve the benchmark!! (lyke always been told by En Sham lol..!!) Perhapss why not after that the photos will be revealed for sake of inspiration!!!
wwweeeeeeyyyyy!!!!!!!!

niceee..niceeee and suuuweeeetttttttt!!!!

Remember the post bout the seminar that I went to the Pasir Gudang posted last years.

u surely can recab it back by browsing into my archives.. all rite

Anyhow I was at PD last weekend, doing another seminar due to the resilience of the Siswa Bistari for about 3 days..
Imma not gonna talk bout the seminar's content itself but i gonna to talk bout myself, feeling and temptation while I slacking there...
my company a.k.a 'A Sandwiche House' has been not operated since a year ago.. but HEY

irregardless whether it winding up sooner because none of us are intending to continue the operation because we are last semester in Segamat apparently. So we dont have much shareholders and employees to continue the business. buying all the stuff and thoroughly deal with the JCORP. It is sad but lot of things to be considered relating with attitude and commitment.. I'm sure if the J'CORP's p'ple reading this entry they are might brutally sad..

Imma not end up with this, because I've already received the certificates while I was joining the society in semester 4 and 5 just now I am a dormant..

Ok.. leave that story, the real agenda is while me n my mates joining the trip to PD, we havingggg tonness of fun, excitement and suhhweeeett timess of course RITEEE..??? loadss loads of experience, new freinds and people we met lyke participants from UiTM Shah Alam.

At the mean time in campus most of my friends were busy jugggling for VIVA, me n syaz were having tonnes of good time at Hotel Selesa Port Dickson here though how's recklessess we are..

* jangann maraa ea* cos we've been served with I tell you the nice of the nicest services, the foods we ate are adequately yummmmm and scrumptious !!! the bad just only we didnt get the seaside front views room but doesn't meanin I cud'nt pampered myself in the Selesa's hotel.. I dont want to move to other hotel No bigggie thanks hohoho ..!!! Because this hotel is so
Selesa.

I'd definitley deliberate each of the moments from day one to day last with my Samsung U700 camera.. heress the joyness begin hahaha.......!!!! take a look

so...so..so.. I was lyke wanna get back to the moments arouse in PD, but impossible anyway to have a holiday for nice mind and body therapy freely over a life time.. thank you big sponsors JCORP!!

hahaha adiyosssss

dooodeeedooo

Too positive to be doubtful.
Too optimistic to be fearful.

And too determined to be defeated.
I should live by that.
We all should.

I've been freaking myself out too much these days.
I need to stay in control and stop whinning too much.
I'm going to hop in the shower, do my hair, head to Starbucks
and feel fabulous.

There's nothing a cup of coffee can't cure.
Thank goodness for that!

The "malang" K

hari ni aku rase nak mencarut dalam malay plak..
after sekian lame ak blogging dlm English.. huhuhu ya lahh sbb xmo jadik lupe daratan ek..!!!
okai u judge urself version mane yg lagey best.. later on inform me!!!!

Its Marche olready!! DAYMEEDDD pretty busting and tired ass... camnik lah selagi tulang 4 kerat ney ade kat Segamat ni.. susah nak carik mase bg meluangkan diri santai or any.. Hurmm
(FUCKERRR are u sure K?) bukan ari tuh bwu u wat meni and pedi kew??? n also terapi anak 2 ikan yg gigit2 sejam 6 hinnggit tuh??
ya lah shut the fuck up.

2day i stay kat dlaam kolej, ade bace2 yaasin td kat bilik si Luri junior wing aku.. tenangluh cket jiwa and basket aku afta 2day pelbagai dugaan and surprise hit me back to back.. Ape die..??? Just so you know!!!! Supposely i kene pegi seminar kat PD, dengar dah nak melonjak dah ni!! *SCREEEAAAAMMMINNN* sbb excited gilerww ya know.. yelar boleh berjimba kat hotel, FREE Of Charge plak tu xpayah duit aku keluar.. hahaha ssesambil tuh leh jugakk release tension pale otak aku yg lite2 macam nak lahanat kuweek ney dgn menikamti pemandangan tepi pantai manusia bogel2 kew kat situ kan siapa tahu dong!!!!

TETAPI

*jengjengjeng!!!!!*
pew yg menyedeykan n memeranjatkan aku tgahari td Bana n Sunat dak bilek aku kata bende tu di postpone kan lagi 2 minngguu....
HANGSSSUUUWANNNGGG!!! Merembes sembor2 dah mulut aku time tuh dgn dosa berbaur seranah gara2 berite yg lite2 nak tercabur nyawa mendegarnyew...
xpelah.. mumngkin dah xde rezeki, pasrah jek (ELE gelabah bukan cancel terus pon kan ditangguhkan jewk!!!)
PUKIIIEYYYY bukan pew time tu kene pulak where aku realllyyy dalam keadaaan DAYYYMEDD fucking bullshitt BUSY..!!! With Dilemma VIVA, assgment n report yg belambak kene submit!!! test nyew lagik AIYOOO.. pening lorh....

Ok la leave that story, nanges muntah darah pun it is whut it is!!!!! i mmg x akan dpt menyertai mereka berjimba di SANa!! Then td aku tgah wat assgnment, as ussuaaall naseb seorang yg xde laptop sendirik nih pe lagi merempat lah kat unit IT library tuh pinjam jap ssane sini semata mata nak taip report i!!! Sebab slalu i pinjam laptop sesapew yg i kenal!!! amalan biase jowr since i part one until now! so tga2 syok menaip tuh dikala idea tgah mencurah, kat bawah window tuh ape lagi dgn blog nye, myspace nyew i minimize.. sbb dah sarat sangat aku nak pangkah la one by one bendalah menyemak mata i tuh, open sane open sini,, Hape ke banganggggg terpangkah report yg hampir 90% dah siap tuh tanpa save as dulu..
AWWWWRGGGHHHHH!!! Tak melolong i kat situ, pedulik la cik bedah, kak eton atau abang jaafar depan blekang aku tu kew,betina and janz celah sane sini top bottom pandang aku gara jeritan husky aku td!!! Sbb my kebanganagan sendirikkk,,,,, Aiyooo lageyyy,, *buduusssss satu pengajaran kat aku jgn letak name yg dekat2 cam td aku terdelete igtkan aku delete bahan yg aku dah pki tuh rupe rupe aku terdelete report aku sendirik gara2 name file lbey kuang.. dasar kepala dunga masyaallah alahai kepala aku sendirik tuh!!!!
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dushhdushhhdushhh.. alahai!!

kenapa lar dgn I ting tong sgt hari ni yah.....?
igtkan dah abes tp you olz tau baru td pulak before nak sampai lab ni selipar jamban kau pakai terputus tadi hina sangat naseb bek xde hot ballss yg lalu lalang.. just adela several euuwwwwhh!!!
menjeling jewk abang2 nakal dining tuh tgok selipar aku terputus.. apelagi konfident and konsentrasi jewhhh.. i DIVA tp berkaki ayam ..skang kat lab lg ney.. xtau ape yg bakal berlaku malam nanti...
AWGHHHH!!!!!