Sunday, June 22, 2008

xoxo miss bedingfield!!!!

true...actually i dun recognized the singer before but after i heard some of her songs from radio...

menn the track wuszz fuckin' awesome....!!!!

so i started searching who's just sing that song and where i can download em..??? ehe...

i'm not a big fan of her though.. but now!!! yeahhh her voice admires me a lot and certain songs pumped me upp with powerful goddess lyrics..

as i wasnt trying to promote her... but trust me these two are my favo songs..
i know these singles not the latest one.. but still i liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike...!!
u read da above lyrics














I Bruise Easily

My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing

So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when u handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Cant stratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

I found your fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So im learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when u handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Cant stratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily

I bruise easily

Anyone wo can touch you
Can hurt you or heal u
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave u

So be gentle...

I bruise easily
So be gentle when u handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Cant stratch the surface
Without moving me underneath

I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily


p/s :A fabulous video! The lyrics and melody are perfect. Natasha's definitely a really gifted person. Her voice touches the heart! Brilliant! Why didn't i watched it before? Isnt it loooovelyy words.. iz it?

another song that i admit is lush, pure and soulful.....
enjoy every lil bite of da ear indulge..
lets sing together while in the bed






Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible, Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

[Bridge]
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why
I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone


p/s: really good, i like it this song is beautiful .. sing until u r teary eyed ;P




Friday, June 13, 2008

something about something...

Some p'ple ask me, how my life has been while the on going semester break is at still?
not much i said, just slacking at home and being a good son.. Good son???
Jeez..!!!
haha i'm gettin stress u know especially when my internet connection cannot be accessed on...
it escalates my condition here tho.. Ahh..! why people??
aint nobody paying the bill?
Hoho darn as i was so bored... ok but the way to diminish the unfininsh dullness alone iz only to do something that can make me frenzy n gonna rejuvenate my day.. like going outside to burst the ideas n see the citizen in the city..
I did went out these last couple days.. Chill with my fewer mates.. Lepaking somewhere, owh when i wanted to remember bout what was really going on between me n diz close fren.. It was a silly and controversial talk...


Diz one is crazy u know.. it had happened around 0430 pm in da evening at Alif Restaurant which near to my house.. it was me and him..we sat in the chair and started 2 bable around. At 1st the topic people around us then regarding to it linkaged with the human traficking issue..
err i dun even sure what the topic all about..
As until he started the sassy conversation





" do u knoe something??"
" knowin what??"
" err..it juz a matter i dun knoe how to start it.."
" tell me.. what is it??"
" it hard u knoe.."

(guffaw) mane air nih?? i've just felt like there is a hiking man stuck at my throat.. thirsty..
then (ow just speak of da devil..)
after couple gulps..


" ok.. what is it??"
" it just harder then i tot 2 be honest wit u!"
" 4 god sake ***!! how hard is that until u cant even tell me da thing!!"
He just lazing around like an offencer.. " i'm afraid to tell u it just like.. uh hell yeah!"
" ow hell you! how wud i know if u yet not telling me" I grinned to him
" ok. i tell u that i'd crushed to someone.."
Loh.. the thing is dat, " IS DAT it??? then wat the big deal u afraid of??"
" I know, wait..But the thing is.."
" Is she knew bout it?"
" datz it.. da problem is there isn't a she, look ky i felt in love with a guy.."
wwhhaat??? i gawped he got me until my eyeball spinning.."are you fuckin serious??"
" ok calm down, cos ur loud voice make everybody here stund too.."
" sessoryy..u've got to be kidding me wit ur statement shit??"
" i dun knoe, irregardless bcos he just so gentle, kind and cute.."
" OMFG.. i didn't realize dat u are a gaymen. Becoss uhhh look at u.. U aren't even suppose to look like me ok...?? and i tot u are normal straight guy from your feature..!!"
He just blurp his drink. " Look! i bare my soul to u hopin that u can understand my situation.."
" i'm sory dude, seriously how u knoe him?"
" from myspace, and we had chatted couple times.."
" really..trust me myspace is all lie, don be too fool to trust anything that u don even sure have both of u met up?"
" Ermmm.. nop" His eyes glanced at a guy that walkthrough the pathway " look at that guy" his arm nudged at mine.
" whats da matter with that guy?"
" he's soo cute!"
" euwwlah is he ur type?"
" sort off.. auchh u can be as simply as that! u aint even sure if he were straight or bi-"
" i dun bother k. nowadays men looking like dat is an ultimate goddesss beast that have orientation confusion problem..."
" ok.. ky what shud i do now?"
" hmm, u are a desperate asshole aren't u?"
" what!!!!!" he gawped
" ehe.. ok what is exactly u looking for? love or lust?"
" mothaf***** question.. err i say both!"
" then i will say.. if u want a love find a girl, and if u want to make a sex find a girl also but use protection.."
" what are u been thinking??? OMG are make a fun of me??"
" i'm serious dude, find somebody from opposite gender.. u know how dangerous and sinful it was by having an abnormal sex affair like dat?"
" u just dun even understand what i feel. u just can say whatever u like! OK." He lighten up his cigarette.. " look all i really want from him is just only his attention.."
" but u told me u wanted to make sex with him??"
" are u crazzyyy?? of course not.. i still realize that it was so wrong!"
" then why u shud date with him?"
" gosh.. i dated him becos we're friends.. is it an offence guy dated with guy huh???"
i'm getting screwed with all his beneath expalanation.." lol u r soo defensive!"
" c'mon ky.. dun get serious with diz my expectation toward him is just only as a friend dat i loves, dat he cares bout me! it wont be like the disgusting thinking like what u been thinking."
" ok u win, and i say whatever, i never been a gay u shud ask a help from gays that understand u and ur situation.."
hes standing in front of me " look i gotta go!!"
" wait where are u going?"
" actually, he's waiting me at the bus stand rite now.."
" whatt!! Ow then who's then going to pay the drinks?"
" err.. Here 5 bucks.. i treat u for giving me such a wonderful sermon!"
" hey.. Ok tq.. But be careful with him yah!'
well he's so eager to meet that guy and left me in such hurry. After paid i followed him silently to see them.. from the far sight i cud watch they both were having an awkward conversation.. OMG..
that guy was the one who across the road while we were drinking before.. soon after that the bus came n they dissapeared.. to where da hell are they going???