Thursday, August 28, 2008

I miss u fucking much!!

Love me tender,
Love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
And I love you so.

"Awwwgh i need u la BODOH !! "

currently mood at *suckish*

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Frolly

i have not updated my blog since my last post about the so so controversials entry! if u are my loyal readers i am zillion times to wish u thank you and thank you again and again and again..
when i didnt get chance to update it, it ended up by me to becoming a bit frolly.

Dude i am so sorry cos at that moment i am too damn busy! handling assignment, presentation, and stuff and there is nothing to blogging about..till then i have story and stuff needed to share...For some reason this is actually i will do to release myself by writing or blogging. it is kinda good therapy to do when the time my life is seized up with shit!

I love to share about temptation i face on this semester. Challenges also on how i exceeded spent my money while the recent mid term break is on!

i been upside and downside across the country where i still dont taste a fully enough sleep since the break had started and until now.. *sigh* ok when i travelled to these places of course it requires money to transmit me to these places, home to stay and also foods to eat. Plus if my eyes can sneer to new clothes or stuff displayed at the shopping mall. I really couldn't help myself to control my wants to look at it, survey and test then buy!!! Look because during the time i went to KL i spent almost RMXXX.00 and back home with full hand of shopping bag and my mom was nagging a lot as soon i step at the door.


yes u are right..!! I took loan from PTPTN beside an addition cash that i received from my parents per month. Do u still thinking it enough for me to survive in here? the answer is definitely not sure. it depends on how i manage the outflow of my cash. the method is something that really2 should've practice!
*sigh* what if one day i find out where there is no single cent inside my saving account? i have to be a begger and begging some money from the public just only to fill up my stomach.

now THAT what i'm really scared if it'll happens to me one day.

ok too damn well explanation (penat dah ni) i hope u guys understand. i really dont bother bout what shit i murmur this time.


later on. Ends

bye bye old things!

its time for me to say bye2 to my previous handphone which helped me a lot since i was entering UiTM!!! the phone that always been rejected by my fellow mates and disrespected by other grunge is actually gave tonnes of memories that i cant ever forget..

when i look at those pictures i'd taken, (got VGA camera lol!)
the fm radio enhanced by the dolby digital sounds flavor *whoaaa* hatok mu!
these collected meaningful messages i saved inside my text messages folder,
beautiful notes from the heart (curahan rasa x tau knape), diaries, videos
paling xley belah the internal memory only 4MB. but still the price at that time was quite expensive as if its only a 2nd handphone!


in fact at the time i wanted to buy.. i used my own money without any deed from other 'orang' money! so no matter what jerk comes out from other bitches and ass holes mouth i still proud with my phone because it did entertained my life fucking well.

the morale actually i want to say is.. if anybody wanted to buy this special phone u are pleased to contact me!!! while stock last!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Don fuck wit Skeez!!

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sum p'ple call me that i am too flirty with the balls.....

lol.. I dont giv any damn and shit...

commitin diz cud be a reckless issues...

but how do i care.. if i aint bother any one of these junkie's life..

hahaha..

sometime true i cud be the worst bitch in front of you..


and sometime it also true that i didn't pretend to become the goddess of angel that god create inside of me..

i still have a few good friends come and go that still accept me whoever i was and still share their story and feeling ..
its not like what tempation and dramas that all the bitches out there think!!

well heres are new mates that i knew at the last 3 days....







they're FUCKINNN awesome and fun same time as even its very awhile meet them!!!!




lol.. totally miss to slacking out with them again ....

xoxo

Thursday, August 7, 2008

hrmmmm..

mmmm....




sy nak sangat baju ni....

so 29hb Sept nanti....
genap b'day sy yang ke-20
make sure korang carik sampai dapat tau!!!!!
bungkus lek lok..
wrap ngan ribbon skali
and kasik kat sy..
*tadaaaa*


my new layout...

hahahahaha....


" fucking retarded! "