Fellas....
the day after tomorrow all the muslims will celebrate Eid of Ramadhan or in Malaysia a.k.a 'Hari Raya'. and today i am celebrating my 20th burfday!! gagaga i got tonnes of wishes from my mates through sms perhaps.
it just a simple random day wer i just go to the mall wit my beastie n we breaking our fast at Grand Canyon Cafe where she treats me. Awghh
I said thanks to her.. for the threat.. She spends almost 50 bucks seyh for the delicacies we had in the Canyon Cafe!
I craving some brownies and Mousse Mango Cake too from secret recipe first appetizer bcos the services is soo sucks and late.. Anyway yea thatz for my own Burfday Cake and on my own money too... But its rainy perhaps that day! I driving my dad's car to North. And we chill until the night.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
wHEN There so much Luv in ur heartz n where the heLL the hatez comes From...
Disclaimer:
(Dear frenz, foes or readers, the entry u about to read is actually not be written by skyeller but its courtesy of syazwan who is my mate..I give him chance to share and enlightened what is actual inside his thought regards to the smudge issue happened at recent.. happy reading his..)
finally berjaya jugak i dpt karang blog untuk diri i eventhough dis is not frm my own account but wat to do terpaksa buat loan blog org untuk satu entry special nir......nasib baik my frenz bg space kat i untuk express n bare my souls to be seen by everyone....hahahha!.....actually i x nak ckp but sometimes in our life we dont have the option...ibarat ditelan mati nenek diludah mati gongong....nak x nak kene speak out jugak.....
ok heres is it actually i have a really close frenz or in other hand, i can say my "soo called bestfrenz" which is da person datz i anggap mcm my brother coz i never have such a wonderful n most kindly frenz on earth like dis guys coz he soo kind n blanjer i mamam smtimes,tmpng kan i kete,bg mp4 for my beday..besh nyer.....speechless!! coz my sibling pun x der bg i smpai camtur n i rasa bertuah since kenal dia dr part 3 ...... n byk lgi lah smpai x muat nak list kat sini.....sometimes i rasa how i wish to have a good brother like him coz i ader 2 abang betul pun tp xla sebaek die...... ): hahaha.....but these feelings turned to be different specially dis sems.....yelah org ader ckp "people change in juz a second"....n sedar x sedar dah almost 2 months i x ckp ngan dia....coz he so fucking EGO n i never meet such an egoistic person as much as dis guy.......but x kisah lah maybe his personality.....he tend to keep silence n alienated himself.....
all da issues started since kes adegan tumpah menumpah air kelapa....yeah for some people might think how cruel n x sedar dirinyer budak nir..dah lah tmpng die pastu wat masalah lg mcm x kenal budi plak rasenye. BUT "people shud knw.. everything happens must come with a good reason "we cannot simply judge people by accusing her or him jus like datz..ni lah org melayu suker dgr satu pihak jer.....i knw im not rich n i cant give any luxury to my frenz but what i bleh bg is just cheer them up n heart....n i knw i bkn angel mcm dis guy yg orng puja2 sgt but what to do im just being honest n i x suker hipokrit..n x semestinyer orng yg keep silence,pendiam baik.n orng yg loud like me always da bad one..for me dat was totally rubbish n jgn lah asik pndang negatif je coz for me i never pndang orng tur negatif coz setiap orng ader baik buruk.actually dis issue involving me n dis guy only but da STOOOOOpid thing is bley ramai plak menjelmanye watak2 antagonis yg masuk tetibe......dah mcm drama sampah murahan samarinda plak......hahahahah....tur yg i x phm tur......n da BIG question mark is why dis guy keep silence n x mo express aper dia simpan n sakit hati dekat i???? n da sad part is how cud he told all his bestfriend (fyi me pon pena jdk bestfren die) bad things about me...?? oh god i never told anyone about him.... WTFFF men? the points is who suffer the most severe fuckin pain?? is it him or me???
hello,im not god dat knows what people feel n ape yg terbuku kat hati orng tur......but lame2 i tgok die now i knw... he's probably thinking that i'm da reason for all diz.. i lah the evil, liability, and punca for all masalah berlaku kat die.. *sigh* c'mon mmg the truth is hurt, but for him knpe susah sgt dia nak dtg jmpe i, sit one table, face to face, hati ke hati confronting me or whatever shit... kalu die ckp tros ape die x puas hati kat i kan senang, xde adegan tarik2 muke. adegan sindir menyindir, adegan tambahan pelakon watak backstabber dlm drama bodo x berkesudahan ni. conclusionnye everything is simple but u r da one who makes it more complex, dramatic and annoying!!
yeah...i can see dat or maybe dat the best ending for me n him kot........i guess.......but x kisah lah coz for me im always give n take n if da other person x nak take, x gune jgk.......if he think his life so misery .....think again?!?! maner ader orng happy jer memanjang.....n please stop praise urself like u so kind n kne backstabbed by ur so good frenz like me.......coz u also not perfect n also hurt people feeling xdela nak kate i ni perfect gak but sometimes i also a pusher and admit my mistake and say sorry..i admit gak sometimes i outspoken too much but i just be me.. take it or leave it la kalu ade somethg yg u terasa ngan words come out from diz mouth just speak it out coz im not like them yg juz see ur fault and they do nothing to fix it......coz kalau x der orng tegur kesalahan kiter, kiter x th ape salah kiter kan.....so,think about datz.......
u guys also bleh tegur i if im wrong but with appropriate manner lah bkn dgn cara mengaibkan.. but paling penting is... we can be ego but dont be hamba ego n for me im so so so sorry if it hurt anyone feeling n dis guy feeling coz im juz luv my frenz so much as i luv myself...
so readers, cube u pk sejenak .....
kesian kan, bila orang tu tak reti nak bersyukur.
kesian kan, kalau kau asyik nak tunggu orang je yang pampered kau.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik tunggu, tak buat apa, pastu pandai pulak tu nak merungut.
kesian kan, bila kerja kau merungut je.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik mintak orang len kesian dengan kau.
kesian kan, bila memang salah kau, kau tunding jari kat orang lain, kau maki orang tu, kau salah kan orang tu.
kesian kan, bila kau tak sedar yang ada orang sayang kat kau, tapi kau tak nampak sebab kau nak orang lain sayang kau, bukan aku.
kesian kan, bila kau nak semua mata memandang kat kau kan.
kesian kan, bila benda yang kau nak, elok dah ada depan mata. tapi, hish. egonye.
kau tak nak sebab kau rasa benda tu tak cukup bagus.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik menangis padahal takda apa buruk, tragedi pun yang
berlaku cuma kau rasa dengan nangis berduyun duyun orang datang lekat dengan kau.
kesian kan, bila kau nak sorang sorang layan kau macam anak raja.
kesian kan, bila aku asyik kena marah dengan kau kan?
kesian kan, bila kawan kau dok asyik kutuk aku sebab kau.
kesian kan, bila aku back up kau, tapi kau buat tak endah kat aku.
kesian kan, bila apa segala benda yang aku buat, kau buat bodoh, pandang sebelah
mata. sebab kau rasa kau boleh buat lagi hebat dari aku.
kesian kan, tiap kali aku nak kata semangat, kau buat macam nak tak nak cakap dengan aku. bila orang lain, dok mintak nasihat pasal pape, fui.. laju kau kasi nasihat berduyun duyun.
kesian kan, bila kau menangis, aku ada kat sebelah aku dengar apa kau nak cakap. tapi bila gembira, muka aku pun kau tak ingat
kesian kan, bila kau rasa macam dunia ni semua orang duduk cakap pasal kau.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik bergantung dengan issue yang tak pernah wujud sebab nak pertahankan diri kau.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik menyendiri tapi kau x fikir bile kau buat mcm tu byk pihak terasa.
kesian kan, bila kau tak dapat nak sesuaikan diri kau.
yang paling kesian sekali, bila benda yang kau nak selama ni ada betul depan mata kau, tapi kau tolak. tapi kau kejar benda yang kau tak akan nampak langsung.
smtimes when we so hatez dat person,we dunnow coz in da end orng yg kiter benci n x suke 2la yg will help us but sometimes orng yg kiter anggap kawan kiter,juz a second they dump us.......so,think about it....."when there so much luv in ur heart n where the hell da hatez come from"......from mother taresa.....
(Dear frenz, foes or readers, the entry u about to read is actually not be written by skyeller but its courtesy of syazwan who is my mate..I give him chance to share and enlightened what is actual inside his thought regards to the smudge issue happened at recent.. happy reading his..)
finally berjaya jugak i dpt karang blog untuk diri i eventhough dis is not frm my own account but wat to do terpaksa buat loan blog org untuk satu entry special nir......nasib baik my frenz bg space kat i untuk express n bare my souls to be seen by everyone....hahahha!.....actually i x nak ckp but sometimes in our life we dont have the option...ibarat ditelan mati nenek diludah mati gongong....nak x nak kene speak out jugak.....
ok heres is it actually i have a really close frenz or in other hand, i can say my "soo called bestfrenz" which is da person datz i anggap mcm my brother coz i never have such a wonderful n most kindly frenz on earth like dis guys coz he soo kind n blanjer i mamam smtimes,tmpng kan i kete,bg mp4 for my beday..besh nyer.....speechless!! coz my sibling pun x der bg i smpai camtur n i rasa bertuah since kenal dia dr part 3 ...... n byk lgi lah smpai x muat nak list kat sini.....sometimes i rasa how i wish to have a good brother like him coz i ader 2 abang betul pun tp xla sebaek die...... ): hahaha.....but these feelings turned to be different specially dis sems.....yelah org ader ckp "people change in juz a second"....n sedar x sedar dah almost 2 months i x ckp ngan dia....coz he so fucking EGO n i never meet such an egoistic person as much as dis guy.......but x kisah lah maybe his personality.....he tend to keep silence n alienated himself.....
all da issues started since kes adegan tumpah menumpah air kelapa....yeah for some people might think how cruel n x sedar dirinyer budak nir..dah lah tmpng die pastu wat masalah lg mcm x kenal budi plak rasenye. BUT "people shud knw.. everything happens must come with a good reason "we cannot simply judge people by accusing her or him jus like datz..ni lah org melayu suker dgr satu pihak jer.....i knw im not rich n i cant give any luxury to my frenz but what i bleh bg is just cheer them up n heart....n i knw i bkn angel mcm dis guy yg orng puja2 sgt but what to do im just being honest n i x suker hipokrit..n x semestinyer orng yg keep silence,pendiam baik.n orng yg loud like me always da bad one..for me dat was totally rubbish n jgn lah asik pndang negatif je coz for me i never pndang orng tur negatif coz setiap orng ader baik buruk.actually dis issue involving me n dis guy only but da STOOOOOpid thing is bley ramai plak menjelmanye watak2 antagonis yg masuk tetibe......dah mcm drama sampah murahan samarinda plak......hahahahah....tur yg i x phm tur......n da BIG question mark is why dis guy keep silence n x mo express aper dia simpan n sakit hati dekat i???? n da sad part is how cud he told all his bestfriend (fyi me pon pena jdk bestfren die) bad things about me...?? oh god i never told anyone about him.... WTFFF men? the points is who suffer the most severe fuckin pain?? is it him or me???
hello,im not god dat knows what people feel n ape yg terbuku kat hati orng tur......but lame2 i tgok die now i knw... he's probably thinking that i'm da reason for all diz.. i lah the evil, liability, and punca for all masalah berlaku kat die.. *sigh* c'mon mmg the truth is hurt, but for him knpe susah sgt dia nak dtg jmpe i, sit one table, face to face, hati ke hati confronting me or whatever shit... kalu die ckp tros ape die x puas hati kat i kan senang, xde adegan tarik2 muke. adegan sindir menyindir, adegan tambahan pelakon watak backstabber dlm drama bodo x berkesudahan ni. conclusionnye everything is simple but u r da one who makes it more complex, dramatic and annoying!!
yeah...i can see dat or maybe dat the best ending for me n him kot........i guess.......but x kisah lah coz for me im always give n take n if da other person x nak take, x gune jgk.......if he think his life so misery .....think again?!?! maner ader orng happy jer memanjang.....n please stop praise urself like u so kind n kne backstabbed by ur so good frenz like me.......coz u also not perfect n also hurt people feeling xdela nak kate i ni perfect gak but sometimes i also a pusher and admit my mistake and say sorry..i admit gak sometimes i outspoken too much but i just be me.. take it or leave it la kalu ade somethg yg u terasa ngan words come out from diz mouth just speak it out coz im not like them yg juz see ur fault and they do nothing to fix it......coz kalau x der orng tegur kesalahan kiter, kiter x th ape salah kiter kan.....so,think about datz.......
u guys also bleh tegur i if im wrong but with appropriate manner lah bkn dgn cara mengaibkan.. but paling penting is... we can be ego but dont be hamba ego n for me im so so so sorry if it hurt anyone feeling n dis guy feeling coz im juz luv my frenz so much as i luv myself...
so readers, cube u pk sejenak .....
kesian kan, bila orang tu tak reti nak bersyukur.
kesian kan, kalau kau asyik nak tunggu orang je yang pampered kau.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik tunggu, tak buat apa, pastu pandai pulak tu nak merungut.
kesian kan, bila kerja kau merungut je.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik mintak orang len kesian dengan kau.
kesian kan, bila memang salah kau, kau tunding jari kat orang lain, kau maki orang tu, kau salah kan orang tu.
kesian kan, bila kau tak sedar yang ada orang sayang kat kau, tapi kau tak nampak sebab kau nak orang lain sayang kau, bukan aku.
kesian kan, bila kau nak semua mata memandang kat kau kan.
kesian kan, bila benda yang kau nak, elok dah ada depan mata. tapi, hish. egonye.
kau tak nak sebab kau rasa benda tu tak cukup bagus.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik menangis padahal takda apa buruk, tragedi pun yang
berlaku cuma kau rasa dengan nangis berduyun duyun orang datang lekat dengan kau.
kesian kan, bila kau nak sorang sorang layan kau macam anak raja.
kesian kan, bila aku asyik kena marah dengan kau kan?
kesian kan, bila kawan kau dok asyik kutuk aku sebab kau.
kesian kan, bila aku back up kau, tapi kau buat tak endah kat aku.
kesian kan, bila apa segala benda yang aku buat, kau buat bodoh, pandang sebelah
mata. sebab kau rasa kau boleh buat lagi hebat dari aku.
kesian kan, tiap kali aku nak kata semangat, kau buat macam nak tak nak cakap dengan aku. bila orang lain, dok mintak nasihat pasal pape, fui.. laju kau kasi nasihat berduyun duyun.
kesian kan, bila kau menangis, aku ada kat sebelah aku dengar apa kau nak cakap. tapi bila gembira, muka aku pun kau tak ingat
kesian kan, bila kau rasa macam dunia ni semua orang duduk cakap pasal kau.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik bergantung dengan issue yang tak pernah wujud sebab nak pertahankan diri kau.
kesian kan, bila kau asyik menyendiri tapi kau x fikir bile kau buat mcm tu byk pihak terasa.
kesian kan, bila kau tak dapat nak sesuaikan diri kau.
yang paling kesian sekali, bila benda yang kau nak selama ni ada betul depan mata kau, tapi kau tolak. tapi kau kejar benda yang kau tak akan nampak langsung.
smtimes when we so hatez dat person,we dunnow coz in da end orng yg kiter benci n x suke 2la yg will help us but sometimes orng yg kiter anggap kawan kiter,juz a second they dump us.......so,think about it....."when there so much luv in ur heart n where the hell da hatez come from"......from mother taresa.....
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Come Septermber
Sigma table 16,
Mon Sept, 19th
1210
september is here, readily available for me to complete the missions and task given, aye?? what mission?!?! no its ramadhan month.. its time luh!! to fasting and to be good not evil..
cos evils were tied up.. ehehehe
so when ramadhan coming the most i thing like about it is makan!!!!
Mon Sept, 19th
1210
september is here, readily available for me to complete the missions and task given, aye?? what mission?!?! no its ramadhan month.. its time luh!! to fasting and to be good not evil..
cos evils were tied up.. ehehehe
so when ramadhan coming the most i thing like about it is makan!!!!
Thursday, September 4, 2008
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